Page 23 of 365 – Love Just Being Worth It

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I‘m grateful for every second of this day. The almost unbearable exhaustion and emotional down I woke up to in the morning forcing me to channel all my positive energy, combine all left forces within to get up, go about my day, keep a therapy appointment I had, get chores done, go to hamburg and do a job. Yes, I’m grateful for the struggle. Testing me. Training me. Humbling me. Shaping me. Making me appreciate smoothness and ease even more. I’m grateful for both sunshine and rain, as we need both to grow our flowers.  Continue reading

Page 9 of 365 – That Soulmate Fire

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I’m grateful for how one 5 min call with that soul mate floods my entire body with endorphins, lets me smile so big, takes my vision for a moment, gets me dancing on the street. How some connections are just so profound, so real, so pure that they can’t be described in words, making me wonder what we were in past lives and who you’ll be when I meet you again, forever thankful for having you in my life as a friend. And as much as my heart broke into bits back then – in recognizing you I found pieces of myself, in loving you I found home and in losing you my art…

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Page 8 – Goosebumps Conversations

Today I am grateful for ice flowers on my window this morning, my gigantic red scarf keeping me warm, for a ginger tea date with @travelrunplay, no smalltalk, just diving right in, deep into all the things that I am passionate about, astrology and energies and perception and growth and quantum physics and healing and love, real love, universal love, compassion (+therefor veganism) and femininity and consciousness and community and connection.  Continue reading

Soulkissed

The idea is to basically live forever, to die young but as late as we can.

Love stories beginning in the middle of the night, like a sudden storm, flooding our empty souls.
Hurricanes in our minds. Wild lilies in our hearts. Kissing with fever, sweat on our skin. Writing novels about the miracles you let me see. Not afraid of scars. Not afraid to fall. Sometimes we shine brighter than the sun. Some days I collapse in your lap and you break into questions and fears. Yet the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

Infinite

… like the moment when my eyes touched your smile and my heart started dancing to the sound of your name.

… like the seconds of joy when we laugh so hard and fall gently but all over.

… like the cold nights I spent telling you my story and listening to yours.

So Forever

These moments. Unique. Breathtaking. Confusing. Your smile, your eyes. The secrets they whisper.
This love, so honest, so deep, so forever. This love I found in the warmth of your touch. This honesty between us that makes me know even when I don’t know at all.

Grateful for being yours. Just sometimes. Just in the silence of the night. But so deep, so real. Real like the butterflies you gave and the kiss on my cheek that made me fall.